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Wednesday, February 27, 2008

cant imagine that i had survived itp for 2 weeks liao.
now is week 3. 6 more to go T-T
tdae was sent to suntec to see the setup of the career and education fair which will be launched this thurs 28thfeb.
get to see the back scene of the whole built up.

budden hor..this is considered a small fair to my company.
den nth to do dere sia. cos only handling a few cargo =.=
is worst den sitting in office, at least office i get to use com and enjoy aircon.
Z.Z

not only tt, the lunch was ex lo. the foodcourt dere is robbbery. exexexex!!!!X.X
dinner i ate @ the food republic. wrong move T-T!
the fishball noodles show until so gd, $4.20
end up, the noodles tasteless =.= only the fishball still up to standard.
SCAMMED T----T
argggh! never gonna eat dere..
next two days going straight to suntec.
think i go buy donut eat XD

Now i seriously dun like working. Study is still de best. Cos u get paid by ur parents while enjoying ur life in school. is just the exam tt sux LOL.
itp faster finish ba.

is hard to let go, well guess i have to let go once again.
seems pointless.
is like playing blackjack when i had 20points and head on to take a card. T-T
i dun intend to noe what's in dere.
time to move on =T
hope this doesnt affect on our friendship.
now i need u more as a fren.
friends forever.....

Labels: Week3 itp

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Thursday, February 21, 2008

ALL OR NOTHING ---------By: O-TOWN

I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eyes
I thought with time you'd realize it's over, over
It's not the way I choose to live
And something somewhere's gotta give
A share in this relationship gets older, older

You know I'd fight for you but how could I fight
someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of
you I don't care if that's not fair

Cuz I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

There are time it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart but I don't show it , show it
Then there's times you look at me
As thought I'm all that you could see
Those times I don't believe it's right I know it , know it

Don't make me promises baby you never did
know how to keep them well
I had the rest of you now I want the best
of you it's time to show and tell

Cuz I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

Cuz you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
Nowhere inside for me in your life

Cuz I want it all
Or Nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
It's now or never

Is it all
Or Nothing at all
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

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yeap, it all or nothing..
this song is touching and happens to be the same way i feel.
hope you didnt lie to me.
u meant too much for me i guess =T
in my heart,
i alwys try my best to let go of you.
but seriously, i realli dun want to.

Labels: Just another day

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Monday, February 18, 2008

midnight cycling starts from 11pm+ to 5am.
it was a long journey from east coast park to changi beach.
cycle for 20mins my legs already starting to ache. LOLx.
and also haven cycle for such a long time lo.

it was quite fun throughout. rested ard 2hrs at the changi market dere. went to watch man u vs arsenal match. 4-0!!!! hahax trashing game!
den went back to the bbq site to rest. my buttocks hurt like hell, and aching sia.
oh ya, mid way through, i cycle down a downslope at a veri fast rate. den gt a curve.
i didnt turn to my right enuff, end up lunga my left side of bike at the metal bar.
pain sia... big toe nail chipped off, quite deep. den gt bruises also T-T
den my bicycle from normal become old grandfather bike, so noisey, the gear abit sot sot.

didnt slp at all. took cab hme with songhua, xinhui and cynthia after mac breakfast.
bathe le den use com to play some games.
ard 1230pm went to take a short nap. omg wake up at 130pm. lucky my mum wake me up, otherwise i would be veri late to meet serene they all to go linda chan's hse.
i would have slp all the way till 4pm i think xD. hahax

went linda chan hse with sleepy eyes and soring legs.
she's still as chio as ever. like wun age de lo. stil tt young.
chat till ard 5pm b4 we left for jp, swesen for dinner.
didnt ate though, rather full and sleepy, for once... slp is more impt than food lolx!

think i will slp at ard b4 11 l8r. otherwise tml work confirm knock out Z.0

it's never too late to realise how important you are to me.
just so you know

Labels: Midnight cycling with sparks ppl '08

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Sunday, February 17, 2008

Finally, dont need to wake up tt early for this week.
Slp until veri shuang XD.
Love my com lo, neglected it for so long (=.=)oo

Going out to my uncle hse in less than an hour's time.
hehe, can gamble again ^^!
after tt meeting songhua they all for midnight cycling,
ahhh..will be missing the bbq lo. Z.Z
Hope tonight i can sort out my thoughts ..abit i guess
just hate this emo feeling T-T
I never know what's right or wrong till u tell me.

Never stop thinking of you

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Saturday, February 16, 2008

Finally is end of the working week.
I dun realli like working. Think sch life is still the best. SO much fun tt work.
One week of itp has passed.
Slack i could sae, yup for the time being.
Starting next week, will get busier each day.

I'm attached to the Agility company, doing Fairs & Events.
so now i am part of a International Furniture Fair 2008 coming this march.
hear is the 2nd biggest furniture fair in the world.
i will be great fun to actually see behind the scenes of those normal fairs we went at expo or suntec.
cant wait to see their operation, frm nth to something Big!

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I know that some things are just not meant to be.
Things don't get into what we wanted from time to time.
Somehow, some people thoughts are just tt hard to predict.
Even though it is correct, they will always say is wrong.
Is never gd to be hanged in the midair,
cause u never know what to do next,
nevertheless answers are just that hard to get.
it just hurts the most.

There are 3 kinds of friends in this world.
One will say Nothing.
The other will say "Wait on".
The last one will say "Move on".
~ . ~ . ~ . ~ . ~ . ~ . ~ . ~ . ~ . ~

Not the first time, never the last.
This barrier gets thicker and thicker.
It's just not that easy to break away again.
They say time will heal, nature will take its course.
But how long? When will nature be obedient and follow the given path?
Never wanted to hide in the dark forever. It just hurts so much.
I expect things will never be the same again.
What I've done, can never be undone.
At least, i given my best shot. No regrets.
Just be truthful,
just be thoughtful,
I know I'm never a fool to ever like you....
It's so because of you=T

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** Reality is just that cruel **

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Friday, February 15, 2008

Tdae mood wasnt the best when i woke up.
the whole night kept me thinking.
guess tts all. at least still be frens ba.
dun realli want to lose a gd fren like u.

Went to work with heavy heart.
tired. Z.= has been slping later and later since this mon.
thx hamster for offering ur listening ears.

Had dinner with mei at vivo sushi tei. She so gorgeous in white lo. somemore now no more bracers liao =P
Thx for having dinner with me too. my mood gets better with u ard.
Sorri to let u queue up for me for 40mins+.. xin ku le!
next yr i buy many many roses for u =)!!!
Thx for the shirt ^^, love it but cant wear so think have to go change uh? hahax!
hope u like the prezzies too!

cya this sunday! ^-^

off to bed.. work tml as usual =.=

There's alwys a rainbow after a rain

Labels: Valentine's day'08

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Thursday, February 14, 2008

Wait for you
By: Elliott Yamin
I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

[Bridge]
So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do

[Chorus]
Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting

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feeling abt the same with this song.
I gave it all i had.
felt empty.
for the time being, just let me wait for you.
Happy Valentine's Day =)

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Wednesday, February 13, 2008

ITP so far not bad.
but too slack liao.. bored. imagine u stare the com 3hrs doing nth and stone.
think the hard work start next week.
now still trying to learn how to update invoices.
quite tedious =.=

tdae isnt a veri gd day.
didnt have enuff slp ytd. stay up to finish up the card, quite nice i think xD
tdae was abit dozing up during work.
my right eye twitched non-stop (right=bad) tot malfunction sia.
and yalo, i was bang-seiED LOLx
nvm la, wait for you come bck lo, OWE me one.

PLans have to change last min. kinda headache. on and off.
sobsob...T-T
Apologise for being stubborn.
Glad u understand.
failed in giving a big surprise.
and ya, i am sincere abt it ^^

time to get some rest.. dead beat Z.Z
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Labels: A day to rmb

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Wednesday, February 06, 2008

Haven update for quite some time since exams=T

Exams finally over le, which is a sign of relief, hopefully nth goes wrong.

Hols le, but only left this week nia. Next week starting of itp, have to report work liao. Sad T-T somemore alot of clubs stuffs coming up, busy busy busy!!!!

Tdae morning went to see my LO for my attachment thingy before had meeting with the new appointed sub-coms for mentoring.
they are quite fun to mix with, think better than us last time xD.
hopefully they will become a gd main com as time passes by.
Left early for moberly com maintenance. So many things to do yet onli few of us doing. wtf lo! i chiong most of them den have to left early to shop for my clothes. No choice tdae last day le.

Meet up with my evil mother to go shop. first went to paid her air tix for her itp at chinatown. lol her passport photo =.= .......cmi hahax! (kidding ^^)
den went to town to shop for my clothes.
roam ard for ard 1hr+ and manage to get a shirt from fox.
walk ard to shop for her handicraft stuffs and ate dinner before heading dwn to bugis to get her shoes bought online. so rich lo ^^ !!! her shoes quite cute though lolx.
Headed to bugis street to look ard for her stuffs before left for hme. Funny lo, eye pain for whole day and onli realised tt she gt eye drops with her when heading hme =.= cant imagine how she'll survive at australia XD

Thx for accompany me to shop! have a great day with ya=P! hahax.. though it seems tt i am the one accompany u instead LOLx. tired Z.0

CNY COuntdwn -----> 24hr7mins

Labels: a day with the evil mother

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