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Friday, April 27, 2007

aiyo. sianz
think i falling sick for the 1st time in this yr.
at the wrong time.

sore throat.
running nose.
cough.
T-T losing my usual strength.

I WANT TO GET HIGH ~~ tml camp liao. ^^ budden ah...

still gt fma tutorial haven do.
shit>< !!! lost touch liao.

为什么这样子？

pawn me pls XD!!!

Labels: SICK n emo

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falling for you ~

我已经深深的喜欢着你
但我却没有勇气告诉你
对你的思念
胜于任何人

就是这样的痴心绝对。。。。

Ytd was so tired. After piaing till 2am to finish my part for the proposal.
Has been a long time since i stay up so late at night.
No stamina at all >< . Now i respect those whu stay up so late to pia their work.

Tired. I slept throught the law lecture.
After tt had mentorin session.
Z.Z i slept hafway while teaching the mentee.
NEARLY drool..T-T
OMG LA!!!!
SHacked o.o

Now last min the nightwalk may need to do changes
WTF!!!!!
do so long liao den set everything,
suddenly come out this prob tt we might clash with other ppl.
=.= dulan ~@(#@*&(@(&

ARGGHH~!!! SORE THROAT again. Feeling sick.
During Camp, think i gone case liao. (><)
haix. go bathe liao. otherwise l8r late for 10am lecture.

** awaiting as alwys **

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Monday, April 23, 2007

stuck in the path of yes or no
shld i or shld i not
my mind is veri confused. Not knowing wat to do.

ONce again, i am betting friendship & additional things on the table.
I had lost twice.
Dun wanna lose again.
The truth is alwys painful.
BUt if i dun give it a go, i will regret.

YEs or No??

seriously......
i cant make up my mind now.
U can say i so indecisive, so not sincere
i am willing to take this risk, but when's the right time? ><
i have no idea at all.

tdae meet up with chuer for our group TMNT cheers n games.
haha we chat more than we do lorh.
ZZz end up going to eqmax n play.
well, i playing onli. Sry leh, think i bored u this evening.

after tt, went to find pau, zm at mos burger.
lol! they waited for me to eat but i ate liao XD! paiseh=p!!!
after tt went to lot1 play pool.
pau cant enter with mentorin shirt cos gt sp sch logo. Z.Z
end up she went to buy a shirt. LOL.
pau play pool abit funny funny de. haha ^^ cute little girl playing pool LMAO!!
jkjk onli...

First time, i m the first one to reach home =PpP
tml start sch at 9.
abit tired now.
think go slp.

jialat haven do tutorial~~~
heck XD!!! haha

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Freeze in time~

i could stay last in this moment forever
every moment spent with u is a moment i treasure
i don't wanna close my eyes
i don't wanna fall asleep
'cause i'd miss u,baby
and i don't wanna miss a thing..................

Ytd went to kids read programme.
i was coaching the eldest brother of the twins
he was veri obedient and nice to talk with
play checkers with him and he seems quite gd at it.
the next time will be playing chinese chess. XD
i scared i ganna tok by him. LOL

after which, had lunch at jp banquet.
wadde la, the carrot cake sux like hell.
like eating flour like tt. YUcK!!!
~BANNED~

went to cut hair also, den afiq sae he want to cut though his hair like not veri long
cut finish liao. realise weekend is ex. $26+ LOL. Lucky brought enough $
Otherwise i go EAT HAIR. ><

Went to alumni and had sectionals.
Though it was a short one but it was enjoyable.
the ownself combine is so nice=P.

after tt went to had supper with el,pau,ym,zm,bh,ced,ervin.
Ate at lau pat sat.
ZZZZ no MRT.
TOok cab home.
BOOM~ broke. =.=

T-Tsobsob

Sentosa outing cancelled, postpone to may lorh.
haix, tdae i dunno what to do liao.
so bored at home.
haix....

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Saturday, April 21, 2007

Back to norMaL=P

tdae end class at 12pm. SOng BO!!!
budden have to wait till 545 for nightwalk trial. ZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzz

went to li's new hse to play and sight seeing.
his hse so high above la. WAdde.

Went to eat sakae with li b4 going to meet them.
Scared i puke while putting the directionsXD

tdae was quite disorganised and tio kp.
is like i want meh, seriously no offence but
sometimes if ur scare here n dere, muz as well dun have it!!!
i noe is easy for me to sae, but no harm trying ma. =.=
haix... heck liao. nth to sae.

oh anyway, i wasnt saying tt the nightwalk is not gd.
no pressure on u el. just a thought from me.
lucky i not the one in charge. i will go ki siao n attack anyone i c.
the nightwalk is almost done le.
we just have to be careful tt day itself. i am prepare for any cock up=p!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ NO FEAR ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

lol i bangseh dem n went home. cos my dad's not at home. need to be home early.
SORI= = !!!!
haha saw my mum chatting with my dad online.
LOL so funny sia
^^ cant stop laughing XD!!!!

slightly tired = . -
omy la, my ankle seems to get worst.
it hurt throughout the whole nightwalk.

.............................................................................................................................................jialat ><

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Friday, April 20, 2007

?know you do but like

rather pissed tdae......

dun ask me y

somehow i not sure also

JUst............................................... DUN TALK TO ME

went to eat alone. had Ljs.
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..
...
....
.....
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sori to all esp pau.
thx for hardwork again tdae.

T-T

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Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Ytd was the first day of sch reopen.
Realised tt 10 out of 18 is mine last yr class la.
zzz...we like dominate the class X.X

went to watch movie with paU, eL, yimeI, erviN, afiQ, zhuminG, clemenT.
watch "meet the robinsons"
starting was lame la, tot we went wrong cinema, show the micky mouse thingy! Z.Z
the whole storyline was quite nice.
NOt to mention tt some was asleep hafway through.(u noe whu u are LOL)

went home rather late n have to wake up 6 tdae.
tired~~

went to help out with cca drive after sch.
sianz sia, still veri little ppl sign up for camps.>< OMY LA!!!
tdae veri sianz
dun ask me y.
cos i have no idea too.
too many things happening.
feeling stress and tired

I totally mooDLess now 0.0

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Sunday, April 15, 2007

I had a bad dream 2nights b4 tdae.
I was in rv at west coast playing bball with ppl i dunno.
den more ppl join in and i saw this girl i like.
happy is the first word.

PLay match game.

Saw her on the shoulders of another guy i know.
Agony is the second word
Depressed is the third word

she came to find me after the match, went out like frens
but tt wasnt what i want.

just when things get better~

MY MUM WAKE ME UP!!!! LOLx
zzzz... wadde! tt goes my turning point. >.<
Now i fear... =S

oh wells, mayb just a dream. HECk~ fooOO=T

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Ytd was just not my day.
FRI THE 13th $*)(%*#&^@!!!!!

Woke up early to change the sd card of my hp. LAg!
transfer files to hp. LAg!
Delete a small file. LAG!!!!!!
end up my com tio hang. WTF!!
becos of this prob, i was late to meet py.

went to afiq hse, i forget he is muslim, accidentally bought mixed rice with pork. zzzz
when about to leave, wanted to eat tt mini doughnut. didnt manage to eat cos it drop to the floor.=.=

drink water from water bottle at bus-stop, choke on water XD

end of day, tio a sprained ankle which i cant walk properly now la!!! arrrrgh~

cham liao la, how to go app dinner like tt >.<
PONDERING~~~

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Saturday, April 14, 2007

Yuan yang sesame paste=p

Yuan yang seafood baked rice XD!!!

Sian sia.. have to wake up so early ytd 5:45am!! in order to reach rv by 730am

tiring seh. Lucky reach on time=T! otherwise cham liao

Ytd was rvcb syf day. can tell tt all juniors are worried yet excited. We seniors also lorh, scared they last min screw up XD.

They played well ytd, not say their best but they have improved and had done better.

Gt a GOld but i noe some of dem will be disappointed.

No worries man, this yr's gold is significant and it is very gd to have it.

Be happy with the results and dun ponder over it liao.

Think of how u going to make things better in times to come.

Think ahead we shall be.

COngrats for getting a Gold=p. Hiphip~ horrAy!

After tt, went to mac to find afiq they all. did some stuffs and carry things to his hse.

WTH LA! sae his home is nearby. bring us walk round n round.

AFIQ U BETTa dun sae u want to come my hse!

i'll bring u walk the WHOLE CCK n BUKIT PANJANG b4 u come to my hse!!!!

After tt, comes the rain when we are about to head bck bb mrt >.<

Drenched abit. Wat a weather sia.

Went to shop for the app dinner materials b4 went to play pool with zhu ming they all.

he damn pro la. =.= . lucky never tio trash by him. LOL

took cab home after supper at raffles lao pau sat. $30+ >.<

DEAD tiredT-T

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Thursday, April 12, 2007

Dead tired T-T
Sian have to wake up so early tdae for the fop!
late of cos Z.Z

tdae was fun lorh though abit sleepy during midway through.
haha i fell asleep on the chair xD.

Ushering ppl here n dere may drive me crazy at times. =.=
After tt went to meet pau & eL dere all.
So paiseh la, i was like freaking late. lucky i am not just the only one =T.
Sorisori, didnt noe it will end till this late.

Went to eat claypot at beach road & i had the tang yuan peanut soup!!!=p
Shiok!! Yummy ^-^
Shop for mask after we finish our dinner but it was like so ex la.
zzz $15+++ =.=''''

End up going home empty handed. too tired to cont shop. Z.Z dead beat 0.0

Last sat went to steamboat at li hse.
Gossip alot of things and exchange info about what's going on around us lorh.
this is the last time we will go li hse b4 he shift to new one at tiong.
LOL we will miss his hse T-T ~~~~

stay over at his hse and went to S.C.H to see rv juniors trying out the hall for the last time.
sounded better but still, not there's alot of room for improvement.
after tt went to watch tmnt with the mentoring ppl.
the show abit lame lo and DUNNO WHU FELL ASLEEP DURING THE SHOW. o.0
i onli like the animation. =p

omy this month of april will be a busy month for me.

Someone save me >.< aRGGGH~~

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Saturday, April 07, 2007

LOst. this is what i am currently.
Alot of things happen and i lost my direction.

Love is unexplainable.
Though is just right in front of me, but i dare not approach it
fearing what i decided might change everything.
it can be gd, it can be bad. Who noes?
i just cant predict what might happen.

I dun want to lose this fren,
i dun want to lose this chance,
i dun want to lose anything.

but i just stood dere, doing nth. Nth!!!!
must have think too much, haix. =.=

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ANyway, just gt back from camp on wed.
The SB camp was damn fun. Enjoy myself dere lo.
With my children of "Bar Of Soap". LOLx.

Of course after the camp, i zao sia. no voice liao.
Can only sing ah du song onli. HAHA.
thx for the strepsils boss!! helps alot more better XD.
i dun want to sae but still,
th**ks alot =P!!!

Tdae went to help out pau.
Headed to cinea after tt.
EL bangseh us first and left me & kingkong play lan.
BEYond Godlike=p. haha tt was tyco for me=p!

Tired after the whole day.
Still, i dun think i will be slping tt early tdae i guess. tml gt fop thingy.
Z.Z

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Sunday, April 01, 2007

Every step closer to a truth, make me confused and troubled.

I will not be affected by the truth.
I was wrong.

My mindset was chaotic & all the feelings are overwrite.

Went berserk( use by cederick =.=) tdae. Dunno wat the hell was going wrong with me.
Stern the whole day. Didnt talk much.

Need to change my mind.
Have to have my own point of view.

So confused. .. ... .... .....=X

will say out someday. Not now. haha. =.=

now tt stupid gems, dunno wat to choose! @.@
packing for camp stuffs ~

Will be camping from 1stApr-4thApr. ^-^

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